: im so sad

Last night , im so happy . Happy sebab dia call i . Tapi you nangis ninie . Im crying . Am i ? YES . Why ? Because i miss him so much . Miss sangat . Wish dia di sini with me . Tapi apa kan daya kami jauh and tape i faham and i know why . And now , suddenly someone told me , that she saw HIM with another girl at Mall . Ya ALLAh , dugaan apa ni . Aku ta pernah curang , cuba untuk curang bila di lukai tapi i can't . I can't sebab just him in my heart and my mind . Macam mane aku na sayang orang lain bila hati aku sudah dipenuhi dengan cinta dia . What should i do ?? Tanya dia , tapi dia cakap that girl not his girlfriend , adik angkat Mus . Mus lagi .. i don't know laa .. Rasa macam na dissapear FOREVER !! =='